Feel like I am wasting my life and that I will die alone…tired of living my life thru my children. I love tem and want to be their for them. But I would like a life too…

This is one of those touchy subjects, Loving Yourself First.

We as a society (especially women) have been trained to take care of everyone else first.  It is time to put yourself first so that you can care for the ones you love.

You can use feng shui to start this new way of being.

The feng shui relationship areas of your home are probably suffering from some feng shui ailments.  The relationship area is found by standing in the doorway of your entrance to your home or the entrance to a room.  The far right corner of the home or the room is the relationship area.

In your case you might find that the feng shui relationship area of your home is missing. This happens when you home is not whole ie a “L” shaped house.  The ideal home is a square or rectangular “whole” shape.

If you relationship area is not missing check to see what you have placed there.  A relationship area that is void of energy can also be the problem.

To bring love into you life you must begin creating the energy of what it is you desire.

Writing your affirmations and adding energy to this area of your home will begin the process of change in you and your life.

Get more info about feng shui and relationships: http://www.artofplacement.com/FengShui/20MinuteFengShui.htm